2009-01-13T21:49:00.001+08:00

http://loverival.livejournal.com

that's my 2nd blog.
loverival sounds weird.. but it was too late for me to realise as the acct has been created already.

HAHA.

2009-01-02T08:57:00.005+08:00

With All my Heart

In this quiet place with you
i bow before your throne
i bare the deepest part of me to you and you alone
i keep no secrets for there is no thought you have not known
i bring my best and all the rest to you and lay them down.

with all my heart
i want to love you lord
and live my life
each day to know you more
all that is in me,
is yours completely
i'll serve you only
with all my heart.

you faithfully supply my needs according to your plan
so help me lord to seek your face before i seek your hand
and trust you know what's best for me
when i dont understand
then follow in obedience in every circumstance...

with all my heart
i want to love you lord
and live my life
each day to know you more
all that is in me,
is yours completely
i'll serve you only
with all my heart.

SHEPHERD of my SOUL

shepeherd of my soul
i give you full control
wherever you may lead, i will follow
i have made the choice to listen for YOUR voice
wherever you may lead, i will go

Be it in a quiet pasture
or by a gentle stream
the shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should i face a mighty mountain
or a valley dark and deep
the shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

2008-12-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

BANGKOK TRIP

BMK
Platinum
BAIYOKE SUITE HOTEL
四面佛
Pasar Malam ( the night street)
Pub

we sat the TU-TU 车 to a nearby pub cos we wanna see some stuffs that we arent suppose to see in Sg.
so when we were at that place, a guy told us that one person would only cost 100 baht..
my aunty and 2nd sister were like thinking that something must be wrong.. where got a 'show' only cost 100 baht, but we still went with the guy there.
so guess what i saw?

girls dancing pole dance
girls stucking a marker in their vagina writing ' welcome to Thailand' which cost us as additional of 100 baht as one of the girl asked us to buy a drink for her as tips
girls stucking cigarette butts in their vagina ..
girls shooting pingpong ball out of their vagina
girls putting in those pen knife into their vagina
girls opening a bottle of drink using their vagina
girls opening a can of coke or soft drink using their vagina

all these i watch until im so sian that i dun wanna watch cos in the menu that they have shown us, it includes lesbian sex and lastly sex btw a male and female. i was like hoping that they will show this.. but we have watch all that above for like 2 rounds already and they are still not showing.

THEN suddenly, there are 3 FEMALE , BIG SIZED WOMEN appearing infront of us, asking us to pay up.

Guesss what? they asked us to pay 4,400 baht instead. We argued with her and said that the GUY told us that it's only 100 baht per person, but she said DOWNSTAIRS is DOWNSTAIRS, UPSTAIRS is UPSTAIRS.

We were like thinking WHAT IS THIS..

ONE of the big sized women still said : I AM THE MAMA HERE, I SAID PAY NOW.

THE MAMA thought that we are scared of her, but sorry , cos my aunty is not scared of her, my aunt STARED back at her and said : we are paying only 2000 baht, take it or LEAVE it.

IN the end, we only pay 2000 baht.

GUESS WHAT? the 3 big sized women went to find the other tourists who were there, demanding the tourists to pay extra money and i guess they did as all the other tourists left angrily after paying the money.

MY AUNT, 2nd sister , last sister and i did a good deed in the end (:

so what did we do?

A caucasian couple went into the pub, then the girl asked my aunty whether the SHOW was good. So my aunt shook her head .. and i guess the girl felt that something was wrong, so when her boyfriend sat down on his seat, the girl said : i dont want to watch already, let's go.

so they left, and we left right after them fearing that the PEOPLE WORKING IN THE PUB knows that we told them something.

after we went down together with the couple, my aunty told the couple that the pub 'slashes peoples' throat'.

the girl said THANKS to us.

Though the 4 of us felt really angry because of the incident, we were glad that we helped a couple (;

2008-12-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

i really want to learn from camp
WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A STRONG CHRISTIAN !

Psalm 27.
'of whom shall i be afraid'.

i was listening to the YC's messages online and Pastor challenged us to read through Psalms before going for YC so that we'll be prepared for the messages in camp though the messages were said like few weeks ago.

1. Strength
2. Strong
3. Strengthen

2008-11-25T22:46:00.012+08:00

ENTRANCE

NICE AMBIENCE

THE ROOM THAT WAS HACKED

FOOD PREPARED BY MS QUEK

DINING TABLE

KITCHEN DOOR

A COMFORTABLE CHAIR TO LIE ON

LIVING ROOM

STOREROOM + DESIGN

THE ENTRANCE

DEFINATELY HAD A FUN DAY AT MS QUEK's PLACE.

she's really a very fortunate woman.

Got a good husband, nice house.. comfortable life indeed.

24 NOV'08

2008-11-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

AS MY CENTER.

i believe that as long as God is in control of my life, everything will settle in according to HIS plan.

let me make prayer so much a part of my life.

PRAYING FOR STRENGTH EACH DAY FROM THE LORD.

2008-11-22T12:22:00.007+08:00

i went for the bbq session at terry's hse which was to celebrate the Nov babies and the 'freedom' of the A levers.

guys who were there:
-terry
-ken teo
-ken ( the younger one, '91 batch)
-damian
-jianrong
-jiantat
-newman
-nicholas soon
-weizheng
-kaixun
-siongkai
-david
-jeremy (jmo)

-boonpin
-duanjin
-leonard
-dexter
-junkui
-louis
-zhiqin
-riyong
-zonghui
-hongguang
-chunyang
-& the guy who plays tennis with APPLE & TERRY. ( cant rmb his name)

A TOTAL of 26 guys.

girls who were there:

-apple
-huiqun
-me.

A TOTAL of 3 girls.

A interesting sex ratio huh? haha.
but i really think that this bbq is good, at least we can get to mix around and talk to different groups of ppl from different classes.
it's so fun.

Before going to terry's hse, i met up with
--> leonard, boonpin, duanjin, chunyang, zhiqin & riyong .... actually wanna wait for dexter, BUT we've already waited for him for a long time, so we decided to go off instead and ask him to go there by himself.

After the blowing of birthday cake.. ppl like nicholas and damian actually smash some cake on terry and ken teo , so the floor was rather dirty. Noise was of course made during the celebration even after 11pm , so the security guards had to come up to ask us to quickly 'disperse' ourself for the fear of receiving complaints from the residents at the condominum.

After the 'dispersal' , some went back.. i think if i were to remember correctly , they are:
boonpin, duanjin, leonard, siongkai, kai xun, dexter. chunyang, zhiqin.
SO the rest of us went to a nearby bbq park..

So i sat with Newman, -& the guy who plays tennis with APPLE & TERRY , huiqun, terry , weizheng and david and chatted tilllllllllll............. NICHOLAS wanna go home.
YEA, guess what? KEN from the '91 batch , -& the guy who plays tennis with APPLE & TERRY and me got a free ride home from NICHOLAS..
He cab us to our place , which then finally will lead to HIS place.
thanks alot NICHOLAS.

21 NOV 2008
the day that i'll never forget.
Hope that there'll be more such gatherings in the days to come.

2008-11-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

well, i have started working for like 4 days already..
and the only part i like was having lunch with my colleagues.
i think it's interesting to hear how they cope with their lives.. eg how my colleague who is married maintained her r/s with her husband, how those who are still single find their 'mate'.

i have been using the computer for more than 6 hrs a day.. i guess my eyes gonna spoil sooner or later.

ALSO,
IM REALLY GONNA GROW ONE TUMMY AFTER 6 MONTHS OF WORK.

JUST KEPT SITTING :X

YOUTH CONFERENCE + BANGKOK TRIP.

WISHLIST FOR 09
--> find a boyfriend ( HAHAHA)
--> get into a local uni ( provided that the result i get is acceptable for the university's admission criteria)

lord, i pray for STRENGTH to do my work up to the best of my abilities.
(:

2008-11-12T19:01:00.004+08:00

MY A's over.
14th NOV 2 19 PM.

guess who i saw when i went down bus 81.
i saw kenneth (he's waiting for Damian) and sarah.
so chat a little with ken to know that his GPA isnt very good, but it's alright, he'll be going overseas to study.

later, i saw khien guan boarding the bus.. saw ken again but this time he's with Damian just right infront of the SRJC's sch gate ( they are going somewhr i guess).

i've updated my bank book, cut my hair and bought my working clothes.
hahaha
my DA JIE said that it was nice.
(:

hope that i'll enjoy working.

24 NOV --> tuition teacher invited us for dinner at her house
26 NOV --> meeting up with caiying and erinna
27 NOV --> my chi lit teacher (cum sunday school teacher) invited us to her house for steamboat

YOUTH CONFERENCE.
BANGKOK TRIP.
i'm waiting!

2008-11-12T19:01:00.002+08:00

yea.
my econs p2 ended.
so im only left with chem p1 this friday and it's gonna be OVER.
i'll be starting work the following monday, fast uh?

im gonna be free!
can get to stay longer in church on sunday, able to come for YPG sessions.
waiting forward for Youth Conference & Bangkok trip
there's still Christmas Concert (:

i told myself that after A lvls im gonna sleep early every night, because i wanna wake up looking GOOOD.
i also want to read many inspirational books.
........................................

lalalalala
im happy!

2008-10-20T21:31:00.001+08:00

Dear God,
Im want to thank you so much for all the wonderful blessings that you’ve bestowed upon me.
You’ve given me a family that is loving , and that though we are not very rich, but we are still able to get by. Though my parents aren’t the type that will kiss me or tell me that they love me, but I can see their love through their actions.
I thank you for my big sister, who kind of tell me what is outside the world. .
I thank you for my 2nd sister, who pays for my math tuition and Bangkok trip.. and many more.
I thank you for my youngest sister who is able to chat with me, and that I can tell her what im feeling inside.
I thank you for answering my prayers. You know what I meant. I’ll trust in you Lord.

" yes please do perservere, it will be far sweeter when its over. "

2008-10-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

MY FIRST PAPER STARTS ON 30 OCT.

THE DAY TO FREEDOM IS NOV 14.

30 OCT CHI LIT P1

31 OCT CHI LIT P2

03 NOV GP P1

GP P2

04 NOV MATH P1

07 NOV MATH P2

11 NOV CHEM P2
ECONS P2

12 NOV ECONS P1

14 NOV CHEM P1

2008-09-19T17:56:00.005+08:00

15 sep 08.

i was studying half way.. then i saw something out at my window.

decided to take pictures of it.

enjoy!

2008-09-01T16:31:00.002+08:00

i got to know that HE was hopitalised from teacher weihui, so i got his number from Limin.
and yes, i finally msged him.

i pray that God will look after him.
hope to see him soon.

take care till then.

2008-06-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

I CANT EVEN COUNT WITH MY BOTH HANDS HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE DISSAPPOINTED YOU.

2008-06-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

I WAS HERE.

15 june 08.

2008-06-05T15:35:00.006+08:00

- 2nd sis , youngest sis, nephew.

-thank you all for helping up with the cakes. big thanks to bingyu , jack and ss.

-thanks for the music throughout the gathering. big thanks to yurui.

behind him is bingyuan and jiahao.

-my youngest sis and nephew

4th june'08.

im happy

hope to see you guys soon.

meanwhile, take care!

2008-05-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

Time: 10 25
MAy 30 08

just like 1 hour ago, which was 9 30 PLUS PLUS PLUS , i was preparing to bring my dog home from the grooming shop. den, the shop owner told me that i still need to wait for another 15 mins.
so i decided to go top up my bus card first. i walked towards the mrt station. GUESS who i saw?

HAHA.
it was weifeng and ivy.
so i chat for a little while with weifeng.

he has become a little bit thinner, maybe cos due to army.
den for ivy, i didnt get to talk to her.. only managed to tell her that i need to go fetch my dog.

有缘再见吧！

tmr is Bethany's Cool Games day.
HOORAY!
hahah.
my chi lit friends are going too, hope that they will enjoy themselves
(:

keep praying.
believe in 'mountain-moving' prayers.

2008-05-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

just a few more days and it will be a month b4 i have started to blog about my stuffs once again.
interestingly, perhaps cause im alittle bit busy, that's why i seldom go online now adays.
it's coming to the end of TERM 2. YEAH!

so what do i have to do during the JUNE holidays?
First week, i gotta go to school for those extra lessons.
2nd week, on monday and tuesday im gonna haven H&F camp (day-camp)
4Th week, econs subject test on wed. ( 3 essays on Macro 1,2,3)

Psalm 119:25-32
Lord, im deeply challeged by what pastor mitch had taught!

2008-04-22T09:37:00.003+08:00

right now,
i think i can only go to church on fri and sat.
but it's okay.
after 2008, everything is gonna be over.
i hope.
seriously hope that i wont be one of those who are re-taking As.

2009.
so near , yet so far.

my mum is on a holiday until sat.
hah.
so that means that both my sis and my dinner are gonna be bought from outside cause we are too lazy to cook.

i read ICARE and knew after Huiyi's death.
though i dont know her at ALL.. but i saw her once when she was attending a service on sunday.
she's only 24.
but im glad that she came and knew the Lord and got baptised by Pastor.

iprayforu.blogspot.com

2008-04-10T20:03:00.002+08:00

interestingly, after my sch's mid year papers,
the math department decided to change the Audi and perhaps even Lecture Hall's seating arrangement.
so, the audi people got to move to the BACK of the audi, which is the place that is rather near to the CONTROL room to sit.
that's how my post gonna start..

i couldnt see what the Math lecture was writing, or the size of the words.
BUT.. my friends can actually see what's THERE.
i was like.. "HUH. so small, how to see" .. perhaps it's because i sit at the back , that's why i cant see what's THERE. "maybe it's not the problem with me, perhaps only the distance problem".
so you see, i cant see what's THERE, so i cant understand what the lecturer is saying too.

THEN.. it happened that those students who got E and below for GP were to stay back for the GP Remedial lesson.
so Liya and friends occupy the middle block..which means that the screen and US are rather close. theoretically, i SHOULD be able to see waht's THERE, since im like pretty near the screen.
BUT I CANT.

my heart is telling me that there's something wrong with my eyesight.
a few weeks or so, i was still thinking of going for a eye check up at the end of the year or something, cause perhaps next year i should go and try wearing contact lenses.
HAH.
BUT i have suddenly remembered that.. if i cant understand my lectures due to not being able to see what's THERE on the screen, i'll be dead for A lvls.

i was talking about the 'NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE CLEARLY STUFF during GP REMEDIAL' to liya this tuesday morning..
guess what she replied me?

HAHA.
she TOO, cant see what's there on the screen.
so we've arranged a time , that is the nxt day (WED) to go for an eye checkup and even perhaps thinking of buying a new specs.

WED.
luckily there's no chi lesson after assembly cause Tch Weihui got to meet some parents.
so i got to go off early with liya to Hougang Mall to buy specs.
after choosing for 2 hours, we finally chose the specs that we wanted and eventually got our degrees checked!
guess what?

both my eyes got an increased of 100 DEGRESS.
no wonder i cant see what's on the screen.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haven been writing such a long post in a very very long time.
HAHA.

i shall continue with what happen on wed, April 9.
after buying specs, i went to SRJC to watch the friendly match between TPJC's Volleyball players and the SRJCians.
after watching, i think that the SRJC's girls' team is rather strong, i tink almost comparable to TPJC's .. so, TPJC is rather considered quite lucky to be able to win the match.
IT WAS A VERY CLOSE MATCH, i actually thought TPJC might actually lose.

anyway, i guess im like the only supporter from TPJC to cheer the volleyball team.
HAHA.

so during my presence there, i saw my huixin's friend --> EJON,
met up with my ex-school mate from sec sch (she's younger than me by one year, ie my sis's age), i saw SARAH , Khien Guan & Regina.
(:

so after the girl's match, it's of cause the boy's turn.
when the guy's match start, i can already see which school is better already.
perhap cause TPJC VB guy's team got alot of sch players in sec sch..they are like really better in terms of the skills.
so if the guys were to lose, they will only have to blame it on them being complacent.
but i tink in the end they still won, though i didnt watch finish the match throughout.

oh yah..
didnt know that Edmund is quite a good player.
HAH.
i tink he scored quite a number of points for the team.
anyway, guy's match is really really nice to watch.

2008-03-24T01:15:00.003+08:00

i really like the Easter Concert very much though i have watched their rehearsals like, for a couple of times.

thank God for everything,

for the sponsorships and the wonderful pastors around.

really hope that waishin will grow in her faith too!

2008-03-11T00:13:00.007+08:00

here it is.

so sweet!

this picture looks good. i actually took it while it was raining, but this looks like a perfectly

normal day!

guess where i have been to?

it's pretty obvious.

since i cant enter the sch, so at least i can take down some shots on it for memory!

2008-03-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

yea..it's holiday!
received my h1 chinese result just on friday and i've gotten an A (:
thank God.

waishin went for church family camp at Pulau Springs just today,
hope she learn new stuffs in there, and to grow in her love for God's word.

SMILE.
thank God for so many many blessing that he had given me.
i'll trust .. believe in you , no matter what happens.

im waiting for Easter Concert and the lunch at Shangrila.

2008-02-24T13:48:00.003+08:00

几年前，沈殿霞主持无线电视台的一个谈话节目，有一期的嘉宾就请来了“负心汉”郑少秋，那也是两人自离婚后第一次在电视节目上相遇。在节目结束前，沈殿霞用极快的语速问了一句：“有一个问题想问你很久了，想借这个机会问问你，你只用答Yes或No就行！究竟十几年前，你有没有真真正正地爱过我？”郑少秋闻言一呆，然后笑着说：“好爱你。”三个字，让沈殿霞泪洒当场.

i have been reading about her death these past few days..
so what i was all curious about was why 郑少秋 divorced her back in 1988, just one year after their daughter was born in 1987.

from what i have known from the papers, 沈殿霞一身最爱的男人就是郑少秋了。
so perhaps after asking him that question on a talk-show many years ago, i believed fei fei feels relieved, or even touched somehow by his three words ：“好爱你。”

2008-02-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

i didnt go for YPG today cos of the CIP stuff.. but here's what Rachael has typed for me to summarise what was going on today.

it was about how we as christians, tend to focus so much more on the physical, instead of the spiritual.

like, 90% of our lives are focused on physical things such as studies, work, relationships, etc etc etc instead of reading the bible/praying/or even just have a consciousness of why we're doing what we're doing in our everyday lives.

many people face the problem of unbelief (doubt, can't go beyond what they understand already) (John 6:66!) but we can be taught by God. the Holy Spirit helps us, even tho you still need to be taught physically. He will teach us.

so when we broke up into classes, tr chen kee posed a final question for us: what drives you? what is the most impt thing in life to you? and you gotta look for that spiritual nourishment Yourself, and not wait for it to come to you.

and she also told us to memorize John 6:27! (:

Labour not for the meat which perisheth, but for that meat which endureth unto everlasting life, which the Son of man shall give unto you: for him hath God the Father sealed.

2008-02-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

attended pastor mitch's lesson today and we had discussed a really interesting topic (:
it's about marriage.

he asked us about our opinions, and answered our queries.
for me, i really think that marriage is a sacred thing which often requires a lot of patience and commitment.
can u imagine, being together with that 'someone' for the rest of yr life?
perhaps after a few years you will be sick of seeing that person's face... but... that's what i think marriage is not jus about.
it's also not just seeing the person's appearance, which eventually fade.. cause Men age obviously.
so i guess.. it's the love for each other after all.

he said the reason why people "come together" is for companionship, which i believe is absolutely true.
cos deep down in our hearts.. we actually feel lonely.
we are waiting for someone to 'fill' that loneliness inside our heart.

Pastor mitch talked about setting a criteria which include 1) Faith . 2) Foundations . 3) Friends
the 3Fs.
talking about faith, i guess it's really important to find someone who have the same faith with you.
cos there are bound to be different opinions and the way we worship our God if we each have different faith.
for foundations, it's on whether we are 'strong' and mature enough to handle these kind of relationship setbacks.
lastly for friends, it's important to find a 'true' friend.. a true friendship should blossom out first.. before really thinking abt BGR and stuff.

He ended off with a quote :

A woman marries a man hoping that he would change.
A man marries a woman hoping that she would never change.

how true is this?

excited for the coming friday again (:
study hard for chem and math test!
jiayou.

2008-02-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

his birthday is coming soon!
somewhr near MARCH.

upclose pic of my gift from.. BLAH **sheng.

ernest tgt with my valentines day gift

FEB 12.

seeing him grow each day is such a joy!

very blur. ha

2008-02-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

it's CNY, but yet, there seems to be so much work to be completed.
homework i mean.

gg KBox with my paternal side relatives.. cos there's jus too little grandchildren there.
we used to watch movie during CNY, but now upgrade liao.
haha
somemore, my cousin is treating
(:

perhaps after Kbox, gg my maternal side to 拜年 .
tmr gg jiahao's house take angbao.
haa.

NO GAMBLING!

2008-01-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

lalalala
there's like so much homework,
especially econs.
HAIX
i really dun like macro econs, there's like SO SOO much to study.

something is going on in my maternal side.
but i shant bother too much, it's the problem of the older generation, it's not my problem to care.
i cant comment too much too, it's their lives, each of them have their own stand.

im gg to have an early reunion dinner this sat with my paternal side, so i cant go for my batch and the 89' batch girls gathering at teacher val's house :x
nvm, someday im gonna make it.

this wed i need to present something on GP, there's chi lit test..
nxt monday there's gg to be chem lecture test.
so so so much things going on and here i am blogging.

HAHA

2008-01-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

there's someone whom i've noticed recently

she walks pratically very very very slow..

she talks like she's very tired,

but yet, it seems like alot of ppl like to talk to her.

cool huh?

HAHA

2008-01-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

i really like what miss lee said : 你只要对得起自己，就够了。不用管别人这么看你，因为你是不能让全部人满意的。

i really dont like what is happening in my class.
there's like a girl who dont like a guy, den the girl somehow 'told' the whole class, so the whole class somehow, perhaps MOSTLY the guys, tried not to sit with the guy or try not to talk to him or something.
YUCKS. calling the guy her 'bestfriend' , which means the opposite of course.
cant the class have a mind of their own.

07s10, always encourage bonding. instead, it went the opposite way. the girls like to 'stick' together. no idea why.. perhaps it's because of the 'sense of security'. .
when we move, some girls move like AH MA. so slow.
HELLO. we are like in Jc 2 now, there's still like no sense of urgency from my class.

luckily the year is gonna end soon.
as long as i know that God is with me, nothing matters.

study hard waimun,
it's a tough year ahead.
tough tough one...

2008-01-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

okay, i shall start bloggin since berlin said that i didnt blog.

well, last saturday was one of the happiest day of my life. HAHA.
5th of jan 2008.
guess what?
ben chong talked to me (:
i've been waiting SO SO SO SO long for this moment.. i haf even prayed about it before that God will "somehow" let the both of us talk tgt.
cos it's like i seldom talk to the people he knows and he seldom talk to the ppl i know, but luckily .. i got to know his cousin.. so that's the connection that brought us talking.
thanks LIMIN !

hope to talk to him again!!
im waiting . . . for God's plan.

2007-12-20T16:22:00.000+08:00

我的假期过得很好，无论是在工作上或者是在教堂里，我都认识了很多朋友。（上图是我在（百利宫）又叫做 Paragon ，和我当时一起作工的同事拍的）

天下没有不散之宴席, 大家不久就得忙自己的事，很难才会碰面。

但我相信，当时在一起作工的经历，大家永身难忘。

前一个星期，我参加了我教堂的“活动营”，也学到了很多东西。我就在这里，把我学到的一首 verse type 出来：

"The Lord God has given Me the tongue of the learned,
That i should know how to speak a word in season to him who is weary.
He awakens Me morning by morning.
He awakens My ear to hear as the learned."
Isaiah 50:4

The passage above describes how the Lord Jesus was equipped and taught by God Himself.
It is an example for us to follow- morning by morning, may I be determined to read the Lord's word. To equip myself with knowledge. To build on my foundations. To allow the Lord to give me the tongue of the learned, that i may know how to speak a word to him who is weary.

2007-12-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

watched 洛神 with my big sis jus now, i cried like rather badly. it was SO SAD LOR.
=x
SUPER NICE SHOW.
i actually went back early from work today just to rush back to watch that show.
HAHA

so i think it was SUPER BORING at sengkang METRO, but luckily i saw AUNTY JENNY and Fabian there.
HAH
it's been so long since i've seen fabian or even talk to him.

i got to know 2 metro guy.. leon and FORGOT WHO LE.
i tink the christmas atrium there lack of YOUNG promoters.
im like 17, which is kinda older than them and yet they would like talking to me.
interesting huh?
HAHA.
ACTUALLY, i still miss METRO PARAGON, it's super fun lor.
the memories there will be etched in my mind.
the friendships made, the laughters.. the joy..
the thrill of working there !!
the times when the metro staffs and promoters gather in a circle and talk.. until the SUPERVISOR KO said: WOW.. meeting ar?

我好怀念啊！！！

2007-11-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

这些年一个人

风也过雨也走

有过泪有过错

还记得坚持甚么

真爱过才会懂

会寂寞会回首

终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走

那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子

一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我

i asked jiajun what's his feeling towards the last day of work today, and he said the lyrics can 表达他的心情。

i really kind of understand the lyrics right now, i dont really like the song when i was young . HAH.

BUT, now i DO!

2007-11-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

went working for the past few days, though it's tired, i think it's kinda worth it.
people are leaving. yeap, i mean leaving metro.

the nanyang girls ended their attachment yesterday, yingsi will be ending her attachment today while jason and jiajun will end their attachment tomorrow.

i left on thursday =x ,
the Bohemiah promoter leaving today too.
see, so many TRIM shop peope are leaving.

天下没有不散之宴席!

luckily we got our photos printed by the 2 PHOTOGRAPHERS nicholas and lawrence (:
thanks !

Joe, who is like one year older than i am, is suffering from kidney failure :x
i felt kinda down when he told me that he was diagnosed with it after a full body check up.
the kidney failure was inherited T.T
i told him that if there's nobody to accompany him for dialysis, i will accompany him de.
YUP. i meant it!
that's what friends are for.
i really really hope that he will take care of himself especially from the food he eats.
i also pray that he will stop smoking, in case he kena lung cancer someday.
haix.. this has taught me to take gd care of my myself and to eat healthier food.
i really pray that he will take gd care of himself!!

photos that we took will be uploaded later. HAH.

2007-11-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

i saw this at my class blog : http://tpjc07s10.blogspot.com/

sighs.

year 2007 finishes just as fast as it started, yeah?

guess certain partings are always inevitable.

but hey, parting doesn't mean its always permanent.

separation doesn't mean segregation.

so fret not,

worry not,

forget not,

goodbyes not.

yes, you may be leaving the class,

but that doesn't mean that we weren't a class once.

you may be moving to somewhere else,

but that doesn't mean that you haven't been here once.

you may be creating new memories with others,

but that doesn't mean that your memories of the past will be erased.

to those who stayed back or retained,

work harder,

find alternatives,

there's always an alternative path waiting for you.

don't give up,

don't sigh,

don't whine,

don't cry,

don't isolate yourself.

you haven't got anything to be afraid of,

ashamed of.

retain? so be it.

the world just doesn't ends as such.

but giving up on yourself or anything to do with 07s10,kills everything.

o those who are still in 07s10,

you guys gotta work harder too,having a last year in JC,

you must give it your best shot,

with all your might,just get it over and done with.

you've braved one and now you've got one more to go.

good luck.

lets not say any goodbyes,

lets say "see you" instead.

you may be going off in different directions,

but you're ending up in one big big world.

it's actually written by my friend.

2007-11-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

its better we dun wait till we are vvv old, when we face death, and cos of fear, we choose to get baptise,... getting baptise is to declare our faith in Christ,.. it doesnt mean salvation..

`LY` says:
also
`LY` says:
we must be sure we know church well,.. accept what y preach,.. and how church funcitons
`LY` says:
ya
`LY` says:
so put all se into ur consideration
`LY` says:
and also to PRAY
`LY` says:
haha

i WILL consider. n PRAY.

2007-11-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

while working on sat, 3 Nov, i met up with alister and christoper for lunch at PepperLunch.
so guess who i saw?
haa.
it's actually Joa-ee.
he's pa-toring with a girl.
quite sweet ar?
he wore a quite formal piece of outing.
so unexpected to see him.
haa

oh yah.. this year's Metro trim shop staff have lotsa more guys in there.
there's even one which look like a malay, but is actually a Chinese.
there's even one who look like Yan Xing Shu, but he's a malay.
HAHAHA.

PW oral presentation is FINALLY OVER!
haa.
im free at last.
at least i tink our grp made quite a huge improvement, especially bao ling.

2007-10-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

GOOD LOOKING CHILD.

too bad, it's not mine.

2007-10-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

while studying with sarah at mac on sunday, we saw a girl who look like chenxin.
haa.
i was stunned, i thought she had came back.
BUT hmm, if it's the real chenxin, she would be saying hello to us i guess.
(:

the passage that came out for H1 chinese was abit unexpected.
hope i can do well.
my summary abit screw up i guess. hahahah.

i got to start worrying about my PROJECT WORK.
oral presentation is just next monday, followed by I&R.

mr gek msged me last friday to ask me about my results, and den saying about visiting teachers in yuying.
so both sarah and i wanna go back yuying, hAHA.
我要饮水思源，不可以忘恩负义。
in the end, mr gek drove us and mr neo to Hougang mall to it.
it seems that i havent been to HOugang mall for a long time, there's really HUGE CHANGES!
mr gek treated us again (: thanks alot!
hahaha. guess who was at the table eating with us?
it's Mdm Teo and the ART TEACHER.
so.. 2 ex-students together with 4 teachers are eating. of coz we chatted on some stuffs (:

after eating.. hahaha. we saw some YUYING students down there.
you see, there's a discipline master within us, so what happens?
there's like a 'spot check' on those who nv tuck in their shirt. HAHA.
anyway, i guess i really missed yuying's sch uniform.

mr gek drove us to our destination, that is oppst SRJC, which is my home. haa
one day when i have graduated and earned some money, i m gonna treat mr gek to gd food!!

2007-10-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

well, im thankful this week.
i thank God for the results that i've received.
i almost thought i couldnt make it to JC 2.
i thank the people praying throughout our exams.. there's just so many things to thank God for!

just this week, thursday is the dateline for WR and the burning of CD stuff, so on wed, my friends even stayed in my house till 1.30 AM plus just to rush our WR.
i thank my members for the hard work, though this is considered a last minute work.
i was so worried on thursday morning because our work wasnt complete, and that i thought there's no burner in the school library. i prayed that God will see me through the project, and he did (:

in my mind im thinking, if this ORAL PRESENTATION is over, o7s10 will no longer have to face our CT any longer.. phew, though he will still be teaching us CME.
HAH.
really dislike PROJECT WORK, wonder why they even want to invent it. i thought they wanna us to focus on our studies?

YPG is great, Ben and Kathy spoke today.
they spoke about their sin problem and made me realise that i too, suffer from my sin problem. HAH.
anyway, learnt from PASTOR MITCH that it is important to allow God to be our teacher, to lead us in his ways, to guide and help us.

let us not go according to OUR way.

IT's sunday tmr!

2007-10-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

dont understand just why some people are so obssessed with MONEY.
they tink that it's not reallly important to study just because of that so called 'job'.

they dont have God in their lives.
so tell me, what's the point of having so much money in your life after all?

i know it would be great to own a car after you grauduate,
but their lives all after these material possessions?
they'll nv get the treasures up in heaven.

2007-10-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

i tink im gonna fail my chem
=x
on thursday i was still worried of my econs as i havent start to memorise anything until at 10+ pm.
so on friday, i felt that econs was still alright, only for the case study part which i dont tink i will score well.
for chem, my teacher said it was easy.
BUT BUT
it wasnt easy at all,
tink im gonna fail

perhaps i will fail my GP too.
am i gonna get retained??
haix.

2007-09-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

rica said something to me which kinda enlightened me.
thanks!

promos is coming SOON.

jiayou.

sakae sushi..!!

2007-09-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

YELLOW: someone you will never forget
ORANGE: someone you consider your true friend
RED: someone that you really love
WHITE : your twin soul
GREEN: someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.

thierry's birthday is on the 21st, i must rmb to drop him a testi at friendster.

PROMOS are coming soon..
jia you.

i KNOW , i CAN, i MUST!

2007-09-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

i went for Capt Ho Si Qiu's memorial today.
finally.
i felt kind of sad not attending the vigil services during monday and tuesday night,
and felt even worse when im able free to attend his cremation on wed, but i didnt go .

but im glad i came today (:

"As for man, his days are like grass; As a flower of the field, so he flourishes. For the wind passes over it and it is gone. And its place remembers it no more" Psalms 103:16

how true is it... this was what Pastor Charlie said during the sunday's service on the 26th when Si Qiu was pronouced dead early that morning. He also added that we should live our lives to the fullest and live for Si Qiu.

though i didnt had the chance to know him personally, but through the testimonials given by his friends, i certainly know that he is a good fighter, good leader and a good servant of God.

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." 2 Timothy 4:7

this verse indeed fits him.

this memorial service also makes me realise that i should come forward to serve God in anyway i could.
from now on,i will take Si Qiu as my role model.

"We may not know the answers to all the things in life, but we know that the Lord has a purpose for all things. He may allow joy to take a backseat sometimes, but it will never be beyond reach for those who trust in Him. Praying that Si Yu and family will find that special peace and comfort. "
( taken from http://www.bethanyipc.org.sg/yag/memoriam/tributes.htm ) , Huang Baoling.

Bethany Independent-Presbyterian Church

God's kind of Church...

Where God is touching lives...

And people care for people.

2007-08-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

Learning to draw strength and FOCUS.

FIND>US>FAITHFUL !

2007-08-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

STUPID *******.
im only writing on a PIECE OF PAPER.
ppl like ***** brought a few pieces of paper there, isnt it the same?
just that mine isnt printed out.
YUCKS.
*U**S.

2007-08-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

STRESS>
5 more weeks to PROMOs.
there's teacher's day performance on sunday in church, gotta practice singing.

2007-08-05T13:24:00.000+08:00

CHEM's FACULTY TEST IS TMR.
MATH's FACULTY TEST IS NEXT MONDAY.
ECON's FACULTY TEST IS ON THE 18th.

2007-07-29T11:08:00.000+08:00

I HAVE GOT AN MP3 & 4 PLAYER

2007-07-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

it's been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged.
went for volleyball training today cause there was no math society.
it's the last volleyball training till PROMOS are over (:

going for
LTC camp from fri till sun.

hope that everything will turn out fine.

gogogo!

2007-07-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

. says:
i teach u short cut want
. says:
;p
. says:
in whole bible
. says:
it sums up to 1 thing
. says:
SALVATION
. says:
. says:
bible wants us to believe in jesus so we dont fear death knowing theres something called salvation
. says:
thats de short cut

this is a new ting which i've learnt today,

and also from today's ypg, i will learn WALKING IN THE LIGHT.

2007-07-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

so sad..

i only got back my math paper on which i only pass by 4 marks.

kinda angry with myself.

nvm,

shall do better during PROMOs.

chinese oral was alright... but i wonder whether i'll be able to do well.

the qns they asked is quite hard.. !!!

it's OVER.

gg for YPG tmr.

hopefully my youngest sister will be gg.

2007-07-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

just felt so relaxed after exams.

yeaa!

anyway, i know that i will fail h2 chi lit.

if im veri unlucky, perhaps im gonna fail econs too..

nvm, getting back results soon.

so GOD BLESS!

i love gg church.

2007-06-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

he loves take pictures!

this guy here is sherman's kid, called perry.

hah, dont really know how to spell his name.

this kid here is brandson.

took care of him on the 2nd day of service learning.

i finally bought my bluetooth device though it's quite expensive.

i will be able to uplaod photos.. hee.

2007-06-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

the bluetooth tingy cost 44. so expensive.
haix, nvm i shall buy it nxt time

anyway, went for service learning today with my class.
gotta see the twin which im taking care of FINALLY>

so sad i cant upload his pic up.
anyway, i was kinda scared of my kid, JIMSON.
he's veri touchy.. also like to pluck guy's 脚毛, den kiss the hand.
can see that Justin will make a good father, than it's kinda unusual to see craig bonding so well with the small kids.
HAHA..

common test is nxt week le, gotta work hard and study.
chem and chi lit pp1 is on monday.. must jiayou!

2007-06-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

one post once a week, or twice a week, im not sure now.
hee. i used to blog so often, but not now.
im not into the internet, or into online chatting stufffs anymore.
there's this urge in me to study , cause i haf a feeling that mid year is gonna be hard , and that if im not mugging, i wont do well.
stress is building up, im having pimples =x
i've wasted like 2 weeks, and now there's onli 2 weeks left. really gotta make full use of my time.

im scared of maths, especially chapters like AP & GP, series and sequences.
really hope somehow, there'll be somebody teaching me, or perhaps somehow i'll be smart enough to deciper the lecture notes myself.

failure to plan , is planning to fail.
ABSOLUTELY true.

Go Go! 加油！加油！

2007-05-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i bought my own slipper.
at this age of 17, i was actually shocked that im buying this personal stuff at such a big age.
HAH

i've got this big BLISTER on my leg.
it's so pain. nvm lar, i'll just put a plaster on, hopefully with the plaster, i will be able to exercise frm tmr onwards.
HEE

went to Ben's hse for GPP. i thought my com's internet cant be used, but.. dunno why suddenly it can be used again without even the need to dial it.
oh yah.. i saw yongyi while walking with baoling to ben's hse busstop to take bus home. i actually thought i haf saw the wrong person. hah. anyway, jiayou for tmr's chi O.
zhi wei too!

2007-05-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

it's finally friday!
i have been looking forward to this day for so long.
haa. what's more this is the end of the term (:
Also, the Jc1 cohort is going for the Navy open house tingy..hope that it will be fun.

today is nicholas's birthday too.
going to watch Pirates of the Caribbean with the rest of them, haven seen them for quite some time .

im in the library now, 11.46 pm while the rest of my classmates are doing their Physics paper in the Audi. =x
yucong really didnt come to sch today. that's somehow expected, as she said yesterday that she will not be coming cos she has no 把握 in that paper.

i have simply nothing to do NOW.
there's nothing to explore in tpjc.net
haaaaa.

waiting forward to 7 pm. meetiing them there at cineleisure (:
happy birthday NIC !

2007-05-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

i tink it has been quite long since i've blogged.
anyway, i was SHOCKED when teacher told me my econs result la , cos most of the questions i just answered it from wat i remembered. HAH.

i think JC is another place where peer influences arise.
it's either you are in the right track or the wrong one.
hmm.. is POPULARITY so important?
i doubt so.
NO POINT GOING WITH THE FLOW.
NO POINT gaining alot of attention from others if you dont do well academically.
the end point of A lvls is still determined by RESULTS.
we've got to face it.. we are living in SINGAPORE, results are the only things which matter now, at THIS age.

just glad to have friends who will study tgt with me. haa. esp sihui, we know what each other exactly thinks.

OH YAH. find a TRUE friend.
it's better than haing none.
it's already been half a year gone. A lvls is around the corner.. friendship can still be maintained after A lvls, wat's there to fear.

BE ON THE RIGHT TRACK!
KNOW WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE.

quote this from SARAH's blog :

what are friends for? indeed. true friends. those who walk in when the rest of the world walk out. true friends - those who play, sweat, and mug with you. those who accept you for who you are, for what you do. those who support and wait for you. haha. just what those pals do.

Friday, May 04, 2007

2007-05-13T11:19:00.000+08:00

the mother of my tuition kid actually called me and wanted me to teach his kid 3 subjects.
so YEA, i managed to increase the price to 25 bucks MORE (:
however, it's like one session 2.5 hrs. HAH
it's alright ,cos sometimes i go back early de.

anyway. PW is really useless. yucks. hate it. total waste of time~!

2007-05-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

just found out that i haven been blogging for one week. =x
anyway, tests are coming for these past few weeks, perhaps it's gd , can start studying early (:

oh yah, i actualli DIDNT attempt to do CLL compre questions and 长文缩短。
对不起老师！我是真的不会做，但是我也应该尝识去做，但我没有。这是对不起。

ECONS SUBJECT TEST was... hmm, quite hard. guess im not going to score well. SAD! anyway, must start mugging. yeaaaaa. and im not sure whether i can go for the KL trip not, though it's like so cheap.

2007-05-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

jay msged me ytd abt the chemical kinetic stuffs, i found out that the topic was SUPPOSEDLY to be taught in J2 and i certainly haf no idea why MJ is already teaching that topic. HAH

i asked him how's he doing now in MJ and how his classmates are.
he replied back: my classmates okay only. i loved my council nominee buddies. But you know what? i didnt get into council. i had alot of votes but teacher rejected me cause she say i cannot cope. i was Damn sad on mon

i felt kinda sad for him. i told hiim to prove the MJ's teachers wrong. Hee.
told him to study hard too! i miss him man!!

2007-04-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Our free ice-blended coffee.

fredrica and me (:

2007-04-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

didnt go to Changi Airport on friday.. hah. cos we missed the bus, didnt know the timing.
BUT alright, jasmine DIDNT want to go for it either, if she's FORCED to go for it, we wont haf a nice trip there. so it's better for me to go VIVO wif justin and fredrica. had so much time there (:
the three of us even had free STARBUCKS coffee.

so there was this oratorical competition in TPJC today.. den i saw this SAJC guy. HAH. quite handsome. but so sad, he didnt make it to the finals.. was still tinking that if he is able to make it to the finals, nxt sat i would be so glad to help up for the gavel club ting, but he COULDNT.
sad. HAHA

alright, nxt week there's function class test.
tuition tmr at 12.
pastor's mitch lesson on thursday (:

2007-04-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

went to church today.. was TOUCHED once again (:

they bought a birthday cake for me. HAH. so this year i've got 2 real birthday cakes! hee and then plus one small cake bought by baoling.

sherlyn was sweet, she bought me a cake. so today i celebrated with mark, matthew, alister, nathaniel, teng qing and christopher. HAH. 2 gals and 6 guys. had fun talking with them (:

tutoring is TIRING. i guess the kid was tired too. hah.

nvm, i tink starting nxt week, it's one week one time.

oh yah.. im some kinda sad. the CHEM paper was EASY. yes, it was. BUT i've made some silly mistakes. i cursed myself so hard for being so CARELESS. this isnt the first time le, i haf no idea why i'm always like that. nvm, i shall perservere on.

will be going for PASTOR MITCH's session every thursday.

he perservered, i shall too!

2007-04-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

wow.. im touched today. hee.

even 李老师 send me birthday wishes (:

thanks alot ppl ! n thanks for the presents.

i wished IAN happy birthday too. HAH

oh yah, i cut my hair. it's considered short compared to the last's time one but im still able to tie it. but so sad, i cant put the pic on my blog le cos of the blue-tooth device tingy which i haf to buy again.

it's alright. there's econs RETEST tmr. haa. hopefully i'll be able to pass it.

happy birthday to HAZEl !

2007-04-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

my JAE class of 07s10. yucong is missing in there.
like my class alot.

im finding ppl for da econs field trip on friday. HHAIX.. sian.

it's like ppl dun wanna go leh.

oh yah ,kaixun wished me a EARLI happy birthday (:

2007-04-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

i slept for 3 hours??

from 7 to 10 i guess.

i didnt even changed into my home clothes, and i went slping wearing the TPJC uniform. HAH

so there's an outing tmr.. yea. finally i can get to see apple and guys. it's like i havent been out wif them for a v v long time since i went into TPJC. =x

newspaper collection tmr. my class going for breakfast first b4 walking to our designated blocks. HAH. i just realli like my class (: kinda well bonded.

enjoyed today's PW lessons. RICA was helping us to 算命. HAH. cos she knows how to see some lines on the hand.

chem faculty test nxt thursday. JIAYOU.

econs RETEST> must study harder le.

2007-04-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

got back my redox test paper.
so SUPER sad.
i wrote the wrong equation down, den pull my marks =x
nvm, it's a lesson learnt.
cos i know i need to study SUPER hard.
i WANT to be the top for H1 chem, AT LEAST, cos i like chem.
haa.
lame reason right.

2007-04-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

aiyo... my mortal found out who i am.
i tink it must be lianghao LOR.. go and tell ben !!!!
anyway, i still tot my angel was EDWARD.. need to buy present le.

s10 got into the semi finals for 4x100 and 4x400.. =x
i dun wanna run .. NO NO NO. n NEVER!

went for my first tuition tingy.. it was OKAY.
not bad ar.. teach the person do homework, den after that go thru assessment book questions
can allow me to earn $$.
(:
what i hope too is that he will understand what i haf taught him.
he's easier to teach den my cousin..HEE

2007-04-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

found out that tien enjoy talking to me while appearing offline. COOL huh?

i still cant quite figure my angel. BUT.. im trying to get more clues.

den i give my mortal so little clues.. HAH =x

there's a 15 mins redox test on monday, still haven study for it yet

den on thur, got 古文 test also.. but i tink 古文 is easier to study den the literature part cos just need to write out the meanings of the word (:

2007-04-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

so.. my angel is actualli sihui. i still thought it's leekiang.
HAH. sihui is just right beside me ALWAYS. haha.
there's misleading information. i though lee kiang is the onli one who got a girl.. HAH

my new mortal is ********, still duno abt my angel yet.
know a trick taught by caleb.. haha. i shall try it tmr (:
n oh yar, edward finally foound out that im his angel. HAH
tests are coming along the way. start studying waimun!

2007-04-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

i realli hope that i'll get the tuition kid.
hopefully that person hasnt found someone yet. my aunt told me that it cost 50 bucks per subject.. den 3 subjects cost 150.
that's extra income for me (:
HOPEFULLY i can get it.

lord.. tat's the kind of job i hope to get. however, my aunt said need to teach english, chinese and math.. not too sure abt science.. im not scared abt chi or math, just a little bit scared of teaching english.
HAHA.. but then aagain.. i haven said teach which standard.. it's PRIMARY 3. so, shouldnt be a problem. HOPEFULLI (:

oh, so i gave my letter to yisheun, da ( messenger).. haa. guess my letter is the nicest (:
n den, i guess my angel is LEE KIANG. i am like 99.9 % comfirmed that's it true, but dont dare to tell yishuen cos scared of getting forfeited if im wrong.

2007-04-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

i chanced upon this picture while viewing lucinda's blog. HAH.

just find it kinda cute that those who are close didnt attend the party, while those who arent that close still make it a point to attend it.
hmmm..smthing worth pondering upon?

went to jane's church to attend their easter performance.. it was OKAY lar.
haa.. told faith to attend my church's christmas concert at the end of da year (:

studied wif chekun n faith at WHITESANDS mac today. was late by 30 mins. HAH.. didnt study for long too cos faith wasnt feeling well.
hope you're all right by now. must rest k.

2007-04-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

my class started playin the 'angel & mortal' game today, i tink this is kinda interesting. HAH
so for the first round, i gotten craig as my mortal. guess what? he has gotten me as his mortal too.
(:

for dunno whateva reasons, the first round was forfeited cos alot of ppl know whom their angel was. so then ,there's the second round.. and i gotten *****. hah. kinda know him quite well, but as this is my first time playin the game , i realli dont know wat to write to him in the letter. HAH

i tink yuying should haf this kinnda game long ago. it's able to keep people in suspense (:

the date line for P.I is coming!

2007-04-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

i tink i liked my class more and more. HAH. during break, we will play 终极密码 to see who will be the one clearing the bowls and cups.

i guess i reali like econs now. the teacher is so PRETTY & slim lor.. haha. i tink reali she can become model. oh yah, i sm sorta scared of Cll. guess must put in alot of effort to study for it.
i haven reali even tot of ideas for PI =x

den today it's yucong's birthday. guess how we eat her cake? it's like eating a tub of ice-cream.. all of us just use our spoon and dig into the cake. kinda sick of the cake after eating some mouthful of it.

it's time to start mugging!

2007-04-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

jayne and siewboon went to AISHAY's bbq too.
(:
i tink i really enjoyed myself quite alot. probably enjoyed myself by talkin alot of nicholas, joaee and gwen . the guys are really gentlement. yesh, it's true. the feeling is different when im wif my sec sch class guys. HAH. what's wrong? guess i haven been gg out wif them for quite some time le.

i really miss the time when PAE s10 is tgt.
though there's only 6 guys in that class, wif their presence, it's enough to take over other guy's position.

oh yah, joaee and nic kinda really mugged le. i tink i must talk more to them ,then i will feel the pressure. HAH.
gonna miss that night.
memories engraved in my mind.

all the best!

2007-03-31T14:10:00.000+08:00

2.11pm
im still finding ppl to go for AISHAY's birthday bbq.
it's like only 6 ppl from the PAE 07s10.
:x
the peepz who are going : gwen, zikri, joaee, nic, lucinda plus me.
faith wanna study, joyce, liya n fuzaina cant make it. anshul wont go. chekun got ODAC stuffs. i tink the rest wont go too.

haa.. i even ask my first 3 mths OG frien to go, hopefully he's able to find another a friend to accompany him., but he couldnt.

going there early , coming back earli. HAH

2007-03-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

there's nth to blog actualli..
but well, i realise that im a forgetful person.
i ALWAYS forget to do my homework.
HAH

tmr im watching movie wif my sis.
YEAH.

i tink im like the onli JC1 who is doing the math mentoring tingy . hah. but oh well, can let me haf a taste of what's da feeeling of being a teacher. maybe that will give me a great sense of passion for teaching (:

2007-03-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

i took a train frm raffles place back to dhoby ghaut, den i was walking.. till i heard somebody calling my name. HAH. guess who's that? it's JAY. then there's a girl standing beside him. she's SO PRETTY lor. nice figure, gd looks. no wonder it's JAY's girlfriend. after seeing jay, i reali missed my PAE classmates. really wanna haf an outing soon with them.

the new current s10 is gd. there's like onli one clique, which consist of 2 girls+ 2 guys. den another indian girl in my class always find her friends de..so didnt talk much to her, i guess she feels uncomfortable in my class cos it's like ppl seldom talk to her too. so my class actualli has 21 students, minus (4+1) ppl, we haf 16 ppl left.
so the rest of us which consists of 8 females and 8 guys sit together during recess. HAH. gd rite. kinda well bonded together.
my class guys are a bunch of nice ppl.. they are, and yes, some are gd looking. there's even one joining volleyball tgt wif me (:

i still miss the PAE 07s10.
miss them so much.

2007-03-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

the class i went in is not bad la.. just that im da onli one in class who dont take h2 PHYSICS. so when my classmates are having physics lesson, i am ALONE. yucks. kinda hate this feeling. im taking h1 chem today, and it's like im da onli one from my class again. HAH =x
luckily i found jayne ( ex primary sch friend ) who is da onli one frm her class taking chem too.

study hard , shant spend too much time on the internet le.

2007-03-17T15:06:00.000+08:00

interesting , im still in 07s10 though my subject combi changed.
zikri -> s06
ian -> s12
jayne & janice -> s15
joyce , liya, aishay , anshul & pheobe -> s16
chekun -> s31

surprisingly , those who went s16 got mdm mary lim as their civis tutor again (:
mine is called mr Lim Hock Loon n my civis rm is da same again D204

oh yah , this time round my JAE class has 10 guys and 11 girls. it's kinda balanced finally (:
i always get into a class whr girls are the majority whether during my sec 3 or 4 yrs or during the time in PAE.
hope that s10 will be united.. i dont reali like the class to be splited into cliques. it's reali terrible.

jus hope that i will meet great friends in the NEW s10 just like the friends i haf made during PAE.

it's my nephew 1 yr old birthday to him.
hope that he will KUAI GAO ZHANG DA, BU YAO YUE BIAN YUE HUAI DAN.

hope to get a refund tmr and nv again will i be there again. YUCKS.

2007-03-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

gg out tmr.
hopefully i can get a refund back..
sorry darren , but i reali wanna back out.
my acct is not created yet. SOOO..

jus wanna haf a simple life.
simple JC life.

2007-03-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

yea.. all thanks to faith. she gave me the idea to put those pictures in my blogskin.
thanks alot!

you study hard in MJ k?
jiayou.
must rmb me hor.
HAH

2007-03-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

that guy behind DAMN extra. HAH. YEA , took a pic wif joa-ee (:
he's like one of da gd looking yet SMART guy in my class.
it's interesting to know that i talk more to nicholas and joa-ee after we have splitted into diff JCs. how i wish i could turn back time and had more bondings in class wif them during the 1st 3 months.

the two good brothers in 07s10. the person on the left is nicholas, and the right is joa-ee. managed to take their pics today when they crash tpjc today. nic got into MJ while joa-ee got in SA. will rmb them (:
YESH, i will !

2007-03-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

JOA-EE is the one who wore the DUNMAN HIGH SHIRT. miss him. study hard in SA!

i actually mistook joa-ee's number as ANSHUL.

haa.

i was wondering how come anshul could get into SA, until i comfirmed with liya , anshul's number.

after chatting wif joa-ee last night, he actually msg me.

this was what he msged :

Hey. Jus wanted to say thanks for everything e past few months. Even tho our cg was separated into e cliques n we weren't tt close..i'll still miss you al. i only regret tt we don't hav anymore chances to become 1 united 07s10. Take care in tpjc n hope you enjoy your next 2 yrs,dun forget me k.

i guess i'll nv forget him. the first impression he gave me was, he's a very smart guy. i have seen it myself personally when i see him do maths qns.

i think that i will keep his msg in my inbox 4ever. i just realli felt kinda sad not able to interact more with him in class. i'll rmb him (:

2007-03-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

miss lee,
my chi teacher told me that all subjects aer difficult and that it is the attitude that matters.
she asked me to give a gd thought anad ask myself what are my interests and follow my heart.

HAH.
tat's what i normally tell ppl ,but why cant i force myself to belive in what i haf preached?

2007-03-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

-= C.K =- ™ Pride of 4E1 Slackers...Ended up in YJC... says (9:20 PM):
Just remember this 3 words 2 score well
-= C.K =- ™ Pride of 4E1 Slackers...Ended up in YJC... says (9:20 PM):
"Never Give Up"

the photo-taking session during GP tutorial. i guess i will be missing jane ( da blue colour uniform) girl. take care k?

whr is he pointing at?

my class( which only 7 came in da morning ) pon math lecuture this moring. so this was what we played . UNO! my first time ponning lecture .

this is jay here. the person beside him is zikri.

HAH

jay will be gg to MJ. wish himm all the best (:

[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
moon
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
promise me
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
get the top few students k?
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
promise me
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
u go on stage
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
in 2 yearas time
[* Mr. Jay.+ says (7:39 PM):
k?

i will do my best ! THANKS.

2007-03-06T13:18:00.000+08:00

took a picture of him FIRST.. HAH. so that if he becomes a successful person in da future, i am able to tell my friends that i knew him. = x

this is a pic between liya and chekun. HAH.

chekun?? --> the DAMAI guy who scored 8 distinctions in his O lvls and is eligible for the LKY's award.

he's so shy!

there's supposed to be GP this afternoon.. but for dunno what reasons, MRS TOH wasnt there.

so in the end, it became a photo-taking session wif my grp of friends. HAH

but im waiting for chekun to send .. so can onli post 2 pics which i took using my hp. HAH

2007-03-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

07 S 10.

wif onli like half the class. HAH.

2007-03-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

yea.. alwyn wanna stay in tpjc (:

i care!

2007-02-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

went for the first OGL meeting.. well, luckily i coincidentally found the girl who is in the same grp as me. HAH

oh yah.. im in MORGAN now.

gotta do my GP project which is on cold war now. =x

friday is the release of A lvls results.. hmm can get to see yz le.

2007-02-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

the guy ( chekun) whom i blogged abt on my previous post is actually eligible for the LEE KUAN YEW's award tingy, i was so shocked when he told me that. he scored 8 disctinctions during o lvls =x

on fri and sat, was volunteering myself for the CHINGAY STUFF. i actually hear the MCee repeating his scripts throughout the 2 days. HAH
for my grp ,we even went to take neoprints at CINELEISURE. the machine is really gd, it can squuze in like 11 people inside, most importantly, most of our faces could be seen.
isnt it great?

went to church yesterday.. chatted with berlinda and found out what a lazy person im 0.
i was interested to know what time she woke up daily.. so she said 5.10 every morning. i asked whether she grumble abt it, she said no.
i was like thinking inside my heart : wow,i wake up 20 mins later everyday later den u and actually kinda grumble everyday when u haf nv grumbled b4..

den i asked her abt whether she do her hw and revise her work everiday. she replied yes. i went on further by asking what time she sleeps everydday. she answered 12.30
i was like.. feeling that im so lazy, not motivated at all to study . so 丢脸。 no wonder i get this kind of results. also, even though i wake up later den her every morning, i actually sleep earlier den her. perhaps at 11+ or 10 + .. when i didnt even complete my tutorial. what kind of student am i?

i read this malaysian chinese newspaper... den this phrase specially appeal to me. this is good for those heart-brokens to read. it's kinda true. HAH

“我失去的只不过是一个不爱我的人，而对方失去的是一个爱他的人。”

2007-02-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

visited mr neo's house followed by mr gek's on tuesday.
it's like 20+ ppl came, and yet mr gek still afford to give each person 10 bucks. haa. den for mr neo's case, i guess he didnt expect so much people to come, cos even people who are not SLs or what still went in the end.

i tink there's like no CNY mood or smthing, also the holidays given are so little.
=x
it's time to wake up, one month has passed, and it's gonna be 2 in a few days time. cant afford to slack anymore.

my class has 2 cliques. one belong to 8 girls, the one which im in. the other mainly consists of 4 girls + 4 guys, however there are 2 guys who are frequently absent, so roughly it's like 4 girls + 2 guys.
so my class is left with these 2 guys named zikri and chekun.
zikri is a NORMAL guy, i am emphasing normal.. HAH, however, he prefers to be alone.. kinda weird la.. but he's really ALRIGHT.just that he enjoys going to the library everytime during our break and then because of that, chekun is left alone.
it's not that my clique doesnt welcome chekun, in the actual fact, we welcome him veri much. just that the round canteen table can only fit in 8 ppl. that's exactly the no. of ppl in my clique.
the moral of da story is... chekun haf to eat alone. kinda feel sad for him. den i tink he will feel abit weird weird in another group.. really weird.
HAH
;(

it's alright i guess.. our grp ppl talk to him and treat him like one of us.
just that we cant let him sit together wif us during reces =x
that's one sad case.

2007-02-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

i used to think that winning mahjong is just about luck.. but i guess im wrong. it requires strategy..
the same for taidee too. you may get a set of veri good cards. BUT if you've an expert who is playing before you..i dont think you can get a chance to win.

i won 2 bucks HAH. and after that, i stopped playing. cos it's my 14 yr old male cousin who is acting as the banker.
i haf just too many cousins at my maternal side. at least it's better than my paternal side, the feeling is totally different. den my female cousins will be talking abt their boyfriend and stuffs..i would be so curious to know how they started and all that. how they pluck the courage to bring HIM home to show their parents.
HAH

i guess what my dream tells me is right.

2007-02-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

i had my reunion dinner at 2+ . early hor?
dinner is settled. my lunch is enuff to satisfy my hunger.

oh yah, i help my mum with the housework. i know she's tired :( gotta start saving money after CNY. planning not to 'gamble' when im in my grandma's hse. just dont feel right earning my uncle's or auntie's money, or even losing money myself.

my 二姐 and 姐夫 both gave my younger sister and i angbao. it's like quite a big sum of money, perhaps to me onli lar.. but they could combine to give the angbao mah, can save quite alittle bit of money what.
i feel the pain of the adults, even though im not the one giving angbao.

louisa asked me for my opinion on the tourism course in poly. my opinion is that, if she has the interest it, she will excel. go with yr heart (: